Are you Sirius?
The image below features Thoth—the god of divine communication:
The Eye of Horus he kneels on represents the direct connection between the left eye and the pineal gland. This is the small endocrine gland in the vertebrate brain. The shape of the gland resembles a pine cone, hence its name. It is located near the center of the brain between the two hemispheres, tucked in a groove where the two halves of the thalamus join. The pineal gland produces melatonin, a serotonin derived hormone which modulates sleep patterns. Melatonin production is stimulated by darkness and inhibited by light.
In his right hand Thoth holds the method of communication. When you communicate with advanced races like the Sirians, this takes place using a star of light. If a question is posed, a perfect version of the query is reformulated as the answer. This star of light is the perfect communication vehicle that is used between members of advanced races. Sirius remains the parent culture of Earth and its wisdom is available to initiates who call upon it.
So this star is held in the hand and used as harmonic symbol of communication. You may notice the ankh on the wrist which is a reference to eternal life. In addition, while Thoth receives divine wisdom in his right hand he then translates it to his left hand for human, linear consumption. The writing tool is evidence of this.
So advanced humans may communicate with other interstellar races. This is instant and complete and radically changes the nature of the person involved. Rather like the movie Arrival, just interacting in his way forces the initiate to align with sacred geometrical principles that carry transformational codes.
It’s a bit like discovering that the hard drive on your old computer has a secret graphics card that you never knew about. Once discovered it opens up a whole new world with profound insights that deepen your entire experience. When you start communicating in this way then there is no turning back!